Yesterday was a quiet moodling and exploring day.
So you see, imagination needs moodling — long, inefficient, happy idling, dawdling and puttering.
–Brenda Ueland
I read about what is going on in the U.S. and the world, of course, and puttered around some while I thought about it.
I also wanted to order a couple of things from Amazon and wondered if I could spend some of my accumulated reward dollars (I use their credit card) in spite of the fraud problem. No problem. I could even still use their card — I don’t know what my new number will be, but they do. They showed me the last four digits, but I’ll have to wait until the card comes for the rest of the information. That was a surprise.
I also went to the credit card site and saw that the fraudulent purchases were still pending. I’ll watch that from time to time.
Then when I was reading some posts, I read this one that, among other things, talked about Maurice Sendak’s final interview with NPR, which was warm, loving and sad. Sendak said he had hated his parents when he was young, but his artistic brother had saved him. Now he loved life even though he was grieving the loss of most of his friends. That made me curious about his background — why he had hated — and I found this Guardian article, written about the same time as the interview. It was an eye-opener because it was more about Sendak’s anger.
I asked Claude about the stark difference in tone, and its answer concluded with,
The Same Man, Two Different Masks
What’s most interesting is that both interviews are clearly authentic — Sendak isn’t performing for one and being genuine in the other. Rather, the two pieces together give a fuller portrait than either alone. The NPR Sendak is real: the man who loved deeply, feared isolation, and found beauty in his maples. The Guardian Sendak is equally real: the man who named his dog after Herman Melville, did a monster jigsaw puzzle, and called the Ayatollah about Salman Rushdie. Together they capture someone who was, simultaneously, one of the most tender and most cantankerous figures in American letters.
All in all a satisfying day. It reminds me of Calvin and Hobbes’ final cartoon. (Click on image for higher resolution.)
Hurray for moodling and exploring!
May 4, 2026